I’m going to Texas so I can suck the shiny out of vaseline

by statia on November 17, 2005

I leave for Houston in a few hours to see Sarah, which I’m really excited about. Got my trusty valium for my plane ride, though, oddly enough, I don’t really feel that anxious. I’m not sure if that’s the effexor, or the fact that they have individual lcd’s for everyone on the plane. Either way, I’m not feeling all that bad except for today being hemmorage until you die day. Bloody hell (no pun).

I leave the meester to his own devices with the dogs for the weekend. No doubt they’ll sit around on the sofa all weekend scratching themselves while watching Father Ted, the entire Monty Pyton Boxed set along with everything else BBC. They might play video games for good measure. Hell, they might even eat. Hahahaha. Who am I kidding? I KNOW the dogs will eat.

The meester might think I’m leaving here with flames behind me in anticipation of getting away by myself for a weekend. Which is not really the case. Maybe a little bit, but of course I’ll miss them. It’ll be good to get away, as I haven’t actually taken a weekend away by myself since I’ve moved here. It’s time. So maybe I am leaving flames.
We’ve had a rough go of it, the meester and I lately. From my summer of fucked up ness rolling nicely into his fall of fucked up ness. Both of us are feeling it. I suppose every relationship goes through the storm at some point or another.

But yes, I will miss him. More than the dogs.


Empress November 17, 2005 at 12:40 pm

Have a great trip! You deserve the break.

Camille November 17, 2005 at 7:52 pm

Have fun! But, why are you in Houston?!!! You should come see me, in Dallas!!

geeky November 17, 2005 at 7:58 pm

ohhhh that explains the flickr photo from denver. i thought maybe you were running away from home to join us normal people back east :)

jen November 17, 2005 at 8:32 pm

oohh..dealing with the fucked up ness..
we do that too. when one of us is up, the other is down, and when the other is down, one is up. It is nuts. It takes some emotional wrangling to iron it all out…but in the end all is good.

A break is good once in awhile. Have FUN…and smile dammit. LOL
You have such a beautiful smile!

Deltus November 18, 2005 at 7:30 am

Yes, all relationships do. Don’t worry too much about that. Just enjoy your trip, k? Crossing my fingers for ya for the flight.

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