What the hell am I doing here?

by statia on June 1, 2004

After the best weekend, coming home was like getting punched in the gut. I’m just kind of sitting here, blankly staring at my computer screen, wondering why I got on that plane to come home. Hurting to the “core of my being,” sums it up rather well. I don’t know what to do with myself. I’m all hazy still. Part of that is probably due to the fact that my plane was delayed in Cleveland because of bad weather here. Yeah, let me tell you, there’s nothing going on in Cleveland. But yeah, the weekend was beyond phenomonal. Further solidifying the fact that we need to close the gap. Sure, I’ll see him again in nine days, but the constant flying back and forth is only getting harder and harder everytime we have to leave.

My heart hurts.

And because you haven’t seen enough of us looking disgustingly happy… this should pretty much sum up why we should be in the same state.


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{ 12 comments }

LT June 1, 2004 at 10:09 am

i’m going to have to agree here.. way too cute. he has to move here right away! : )

M@ June 1, 2004 at 10:13 am

awwwww!!!! :)

theresa June 1, 2004 at 10:27 am

awwwww *puke* :p first the pink, now all this mushy stuff… next thing i know, you’ll be talking about having babies in your suburbian house with the white picket fence!

Princess June 1, 2004 at 10:40 am

Awww… I am so happy for you, girlie!

todd June 1, 2004 at 11:10 am

That’s right, not a thing goes on in Cleveland !

mac June 1, 2004 at 11:34 am

Are you going back there or is he coming here? I mean in nine days, not ultimately. *grin*

Deltus June 1, 2004 at 11:54 am

Have you given any thought to who might move where? I mean, is either of your jobs’ easily relocatable? Or at least, not the same job, but same industry?

Camille June 1, 2004 at 12:05 pm

sweet!

Donna June 1, 2004 at 4:52 pm

You two look awfully good together. I hope that you guys can work it out so you can be together. Long distance romances are so tough. Hang in there!

jay June 1, 2004 at 8:22 pm

After having my heart ripped out last week I’m very jealous of you guys. Good luck!

Lisa June 1, 2004 at 8:24 pm

I love seeing you with such happiness on your face (his too). It makes my day.

Kat June 1, 2004 at 9:55 pm

You guys need to pick a state and live in it. Together. Soon. **hugs**

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