I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone.

by statia on June 25, 2004

There’s nothing worse than hoping for something that you feel will never happen. The feelings of getting your hopes up for no reason, only to have them crushed. The feeling of wondering if you did something in a former life to deserve this raw deal. The raw emotions of this are the worst. The feelings come rushing back in full force. Feelings that you shouldn’t even have to deal with at this point in time. At a time which should be one of the happiest times of your life, and really is. You still can’t help but let it affect you in the way that it does.

I’m very lucky right now to have the love and support that I have right now, but I’ll tell you, the final week of being on opposite sides of the country are going to be difficult. T minus one week.

{ 5 comments }

buddha June 25, 2004 at 8:44 pm

whoa…easy there…
hope you didn’t have a bad day. Like you said…at least you’ll be with “him” in a week or so.

things will be just dandy.

Zuly June 25, 2004 at 8:46 pm

I wish I had half the courage you have, S, to follow your heart and your dreams. Sending you lots of love, friend.

fran June 25, 2004 at 9:03 pm

Hang in there….

Oh and Luke…

May the force be with you…

Lisa June 25, 2004 at 11:40 pm

You’ll make it. All the packing will get done and you’ll drive your way across the country together.

Wish I was there to help.

Princess June 28, 2004 at 11:51 am

Soon… SOON….!

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